Wednesday, January 28, 2004
Monday, January 26, 2004
Tada! Lookit me! Not only have I gotton my Ego back, but also my values, and myself. Man, it feels good!
Turns out, that the stupid prat next to Susan in the pub we were at, decided to send the messages, not her.
She's still on "Not speaking terms" with me, but that's for a whole different reason. Something about "Taking something said in the wrong way." or something along those means.
Hopefully, things will turn out for the best.
(Closing this entry, I would like to thank Micheal Spencer, Nakisa Essaih and several other people, who helped me realise that "I Am Me, And I Will Make My Own Values." Thank you guys...(And girl.))
Sunday, January 25, 2004
That's it. Me and Susan have hit an all time low. In fact, we've ended our friendship.
For some reason (She never explained why.) she just stopped talking to me. She admitted to not wanting to talk, but wouldn't tell me the reason.
Tonight, having nothing to lose, I asked her, plain and simple:
"Right, this has gone past niceness now, what the fuck is your problem? I don't even know why I'm so fucking in love with you anymore. I'm not talking about the pansy love either, I'm talking about the real thing."
I got only abuse back. It's most definatly over.