Sunday, February 29, 2004
Man, I don't know what happened to me.
I sank into a real state of depression, where I'd just lie in bed really late, unless I couldn't avoid it. I guess Susan (Or Miss S, as I'm now to call her.) really got to me. She just openly told me that we could no longer be friends.
Anyway, many things have happened in the whole month of absense.
Miss S and myself have come to terms with everything, and are friends again, abeit, not as close.
I've become more social, which is a great thing. I've been going out more with people from work, and now get many text messages on my Moble/Cell Phone than I used to. I've been invited to a Dungeons and Dragons game, which I am attending, being the big nerd I am.
I applied, and got accepted for, a Credit Card, which means that I can buy whatever I want off the Internet. Also, it means that I don't have to run like crazy to the bank everytime I want to buy something.
We've a holiday booked for April, where we are going to Mexico. I think 'Cancun', if I got that right? It's a really posh hotel, all inclusive, which is going to be awesome. I'll get to go Windsurfing and other assorted stuff that's impossible in the UK. I've recently had my Holiday Injections: One in each arm. At the same time. Both my arms still ache after two days.
... Actually, that's about it. Hmmmm... Not much has happened after all. It seems a lot in the long run.
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
Monday, January 26, 2004
Tada! Lookit me! Not only have I gotton my Ego back, but also my values, and myself. Man, it feels good!
Turns out, that the stupid prat next to Susan in the pub we were at, decided to send the messages, not her.
She's still on "Not speaking terms" with me, but that's for a whole different reason. Something about "Taking something said in the wrong way." or something along those means.
Hopefully, things will turn out for the best.
(Closing this entry, I would like to thank Micheal Spencer, Nakisa Essaih and several other people, who helped me realise that "I Am Me, And I Will Make My Own Values." Thank you guys...(And girl.))
Sunday, January 25, 2004
That's it. Me and Susan have hit an all time low. In fact, we've ended our friendship.
For some reason (She never explained why.) she just stopped talking to me. She admitted to not wanting to talk, but wouldn't tell me the reason.
Tonight, having nothing to lose, I asked her, plain and simple:
"Right, this has gone past niceness now, what the fuck is your problem? I don't even know why I'm so fucking in love with you anymore. I'm not talking about the pansy love either, I'm talking about the real thing."
I got only abuse back. It's most definatly over.
Thursday, January 22, 2004
2 Thumbs up. I loved it.
Waiting for 2 1/2 hours to catch the next showing: 2 Thumbs down.
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
End of Evangelion...
I know I've not updated in a long time, and this hardly seems like an "Update" as such, but...
Damn... That was so... Damn! End of Evangelion is... The end of Neon Genesis Evangelion, believe it or not. It replaces the final two episodes.
Damn... I've never been so moved/grossed out/horrified/saddened in my life... End of Evangelion managed to capture all that into a 90 minute peice of animation.
I'm looking at my DVD Tower, and I'm looking at every Evangelion DVD made, and I know, that my life is complete.
Wednesday, January 14, 2004
Peice Of Mind...
Susan oppologised about "Being Such A Bitch."
I accepted her oppology and we're on the level again. She did not get mad over the kiss, thank God. It was over some other stuff instead.
I can sleep more easily tonight then.
Sunday, January 11, 2004
No no no no no no no no no...
I majorly smegged up.
Susan did give me what I thought It'd be: A picture of the two of us (From a few entries back) in a nice frame, and yes, I did kiss her, even if it was on the cheek.
Now, she ignored me all the way home on the minibus.
I think I'm going to cry. I almost did on the minibus...
Next time I get phoned in asking to work, and my mother says "Go in, you're not doing anything else!" I'm just going to say "No."
Every smeggin' time she says that, I get stuck doing crap shifts. Last night was retail. On a busy Saturday night. That was crap.
To top it off, I got so worked up about Nero 6 not working, I actually bought it. £55. I'm making my first DVD now. 5 hours encoding time. I never thought it'd take that long.
On the positive side, I'm finally going to get my present from Susan today. She's kinda given away so many obvious hints as to what it is, and if it is what I'm thinking, then I'm just going to have to kiss her.
Thursday, January 08, 2004
It's mah Birthday!
18 years... I feel so old...
However, I did get a very nice Birthday card/Chocolate from my friend in Portsmouth. It's my character, Solorfrog!
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
Not only did I sort out the DVD-RW, but I also sorted out a little problem.
This morning, the rubber earpiece fell off my earphones, just as I was about to get into my friends car to College. I couldn't find it anywhere, and it hadn't fallen in the car. Even though it pissed me off, I had no choice but to leave it behind. I wasn't in a very good mood all the rest of the day.
When I got back home, I decided to try a search and rescue, which I attempted for 10 minutes, but by that time, I had accepted that it had gone.
Sulking I crossed the road, and put my hands into my coat pockets. A second later, I stopped and pulled out my hand, which was holding the rubber earpiece! How it survived all day in my coat pocket, I'll never know... How it got in there in the first place, I'll never know!
Unfortunatly, Nero 6 download (From the official Nero site!) didn't accept the serial code I generated... I might have to buy it.
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
DVD-RW Related Headaches...
Yesterday, I got my DVD-RW. I picked it up from the shop, the guy showed me how to install it, and I was really excited.
In my haste, I had forgotton the one important thing. Let me give you some background information. I bought the OEM version, not the Retail version. The difference? One comes with a box and some software. The reason I didn't get the Retail version, was because I can easily get the software... In a... Perfectly Legal way..., and also, to save £22.
What did I forget? The screws.
Today, I went back and they were kind enough to give them me free of charge. I also bought some actual blank DVD-R's. However, I've still not set it up. Why? Because the cable inside my PC isn't long enough. So, we've got to go back tommorrow, to find out what they can do about it. Arg!
Sunday, January 04, 2004
Kick Ass Day!
1) I became an Admin at a message board I've hung out at for about 2 years. Sweetness!
2) General, all round feeling of awesomeness.
3) My early birthday party was today, instead of Thursday. (My actual Birthday!) T'was a blast.
First off, I got to the bar (Meeting place) about 20 minutes early, so instead of going in, I stood outside, looking over the Dome of the Trafford Centre. About 30 seconds later, a guy called Paul came over and said "You said the Bar, not the Dome!"
That was a nice supprise, because there were 2 people there, who were going to come, then a few more people joined, then Susan and Nakisa came, so there were eight of us. After dawdling around, we finally decided to go to Dexter's Bar And Grill, which weren't even the original choise, but only because I didn't want to copy the last birthday party. Everyone said that it didn't matter, so off we went.
I had Barbeque Ribs again, 'cause they were delicious, and me and Susan shared the barbeque sauce. Picking up the bill, we noticed that there was an additional £9.95 added on, for 'Serv. Bill' at 12.5% or something. We enquired, and it turns out that that's just a suggested tip, even though they add it onto the actual total bill. Probably to sucker people out of money. We left £5.
Next up, bowling! We all got a free person, because we work at the Cinema, so that ruled. Unfortunatly, some guy who came called Chris buggered up the scoreboard in two ways.
1) He did all the names, gave himself a cool nickname, and put everyone else's normal name in. I mean, what the hell kind of scoreboard is it without "Poo" and "Ass"!
("Are 'Poo' and 'Ass' taken?" "Yup!" "Damnit!")
2) He put a guy called Lee's name in twice. Near the end of the game, because we had more players than we paid for, it cut off at the eighth bowl. The game became invalid, and Chris did not win. Eat that Chris!
After bowling, we decided not to go to the original pub, because it kinda sucks, so we went to a place called the Swinging Bridge, which is a walk away from the Centre. Before we went outside, Nakisa wanted to get her jacket from work, because it was frikkin' freezing, but it was a bit of a walk away, so I kindly gave up my jacket. I regretted that! We were almost there and I could feel the warmth from the place... But we saw a big notice saying "Closed for un-foreseen reasons."
So that meant, we had to walk all the way back. Me with no jacket was going crazy. We ended up in a Bar/Restaurant place, where we met up with more people who finished work at 10.00pm, and had a laugh doing a film quiz on a machine. We didn't win any money at all! We work at a frikkin' Cinema, and didn't win any money!?
After that place closed, (At 11.00pm on a Saturday?!) we went back to the original venue, but lost some members of our party, including Susan and Nakisa. Susan went home with the card she bought me, because I asked her to keep it safe. I gotta try and get that back sometime.
Anyway, at this new place, me and Lee had a really long, and detailed disscusion about Susan, because she liked him, and he kinda liked her, they went out, kissed once, and she won't talk to him now. Crazy. I was just explaining my feelings. We both think she's complicated.
That's pretty much my day, except for the last bit, as we were going for a Taxi, I was sharing with Michelle, who went to the Toilet. She came running out and told us that there were 3 girls in there talking about not eating meat, because it's "Wrong", and before she left, she shouted "Anyone want a pork sandwhich?" Had me in stitches.
In conclusion, it was a Kick Ass Day. More people turned up than I had anticipated, which was cool, and we all had a laugh.
Finally, best bit of the night was the photos. Some are blurred, some are ok, but the best one is this one. By far. I look like a bit of a freak on it, but it's really nice. My favourite picture.
Friday, January 02, 2004
Annoyances and Joyfulness.
Several different emotions were felt yesterday.
Joy: definitely getting a DVD-RW for my birthday.
Happiness: People are coming to my "Big, Non Commercialised, Happy Birthday Party Type-Thingy!"
Aggravation: Having this guy ask if he could get into a movie, that was sold out, for 10 freakin' minutes.
Aggravated Stress: When the same guy came back and tried again.
I Wanna Kill Someone: When the same guy spoke to a Manager and aggravated her for 20 minutes about it.
Overwhelming Joy: Susan showed me that she was wearing the necklace I bought her for Christmas, and one of the Projectionists who's friends with her, told me that she's never taken it off.
As you can see, I had a mixed day.
Wednesday, December 31, 2003
Susan sent me a text message today, saying that her Ex-Boyfriend, Jon, had told her to sleep with me. She also put the words "On the positive side" before saying it as well. I probably would have had a nosebleed right there and then, if it wasn't for the fact that I'd already had one, eariler in the day.